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My Shell



Trapped in this Concrete Jungle

Of bars and wires

The timbre of a thousand souls yell out

We are all incarcerated for our sins

Murderers, Violators, Thieves and Liars

But in here we are all equally alone



Month one, the mind is Numb

Hundreds of deafening whispers hurt the ear

As I walk into the range of wild things

Everyone analyzes the new animal

Sniffing the air for weakness and Fear

But I show nothing, and gain reverence



Outside I am cold and emotionless

Inside I’m weak and jaded

The mind reflects on the night before

The evening when I first saw her

But the image is becoming sombre and faded

So I quickly sketch out her perfect semblance



My nightmare is this reality

Individually devitalized

Chained to my shell

Here I slowly lose my understanding

Eating away at my consciousness

Lost, if it wasn’t for her

Lonely, my mind without her

Enchanted I was when I saw her



Month two, feels like a year

And the inmates flourish around me

I hold her tight in my grasp

I need her to exist

In my possession they strive to see

I hide her in my pocket and isolated myself





The hours feel like years on Lucifer’s calendar

He laughs and tantalizes me with sovereignty

I vagrantly pace back and forth

My redundant sorrow of captivity

I hold her in my pocket, and she eases my sanity

I owe her my life…







Month three, I am free..

I destroy her portrait

So the perversion of this place doesn’t take advantage

On the out side I walk at my own pace

But how come I don’t feel fortunate?

Then one day, I meet her again…………







My nightmare was that reality

Individually devitalized

Chained to my shell

Harshly I almost lost my understanding

Eating away at my consciousness

Lost, if it wasn’t for her

Lonely, my mind without her

Enchanted I was when I saw her… again



I owe you my Sanity……..